What is Time?

An excerpt from my journal (which is more like a collection of letters to God in journal-form) that I wrote this morning:

Apparently I'm really confused because I messed up the day [in the date at the top of the page], and almost wrote '17 for the year. I feel like I'm living in the future already! Ever day is the future of my childhood, which is where I feel like I'm from. I feel like I could easily be 6 years old again, but turning 22 feels impossible. That's old! I guess because I'm still 20. But I never thought I would be 20 either! What is time?

Then I talked about more serious stuff, also relating to time. God probably thinks I'm a total weirdo. What do you think God thinks of you?


God bless.